Fatless

People person, sucker for all things cute, lover of snow and the cold, passionate about photography and coffee, one tough cookie with some flaws that need perfecting.

h//5'5.5"
sw//180
cw//160
gw1//150
gw2//140
gw3//130
gw4//120
ugw//110

Well well well…

These past two weeks of spring break have been pretty hectic.

Drunk on the beach in Oregon, meeting the only guy I’ve ever liked as much as my ex, being the most confused/heartbroken girl ever, camping on the river and somehow successfully building a fire, getting my shit together, and just surviving one day at a time.

This has been the best spring break of my life, and the worst.

I’m sorry I haven’t been on in nearly two weeks. My mind was busy with other things.

I will also not be back until the end of April.

My life needs some readjusting and I need to get some things done before I can come back. I will be back with my driver’s license, a car, possibly a new love, and a nicer body.

I love you guys, and I’m sorry but this has to happen. It’s for the better <3

Doing Good

We had pizza yesterday for dinner but I had a salad with chicken and apples instead. I was a little wary of putting apples in my salad, but they were actually really good!

Also, the guy I’ve liked for awhile gave me his number and told me to text him. UH, YES OKAY OF COURSE I WILL! His last text was “Get some rest hun :) night text me tomorrow”

My day started out so shitty. My best friend was supposed to be up here but she stayed in a town that’s 4 hours away for 2 nights just to party. She said we would go to the zoo on Sunday, but of course that won’t happen. I take stuff like that so personally, it’s dumb, ugh :/

But after the guy I like texted me it was like a weight was lifted and I couldn’t stop smiling.

It’s scary though, because he has the same birthday as my ex that I loved for almost 7 years and there’s just so many similarities between how both relationships started. God I’m scared. I just don’t want to be hurt, but then again if I never try I will never move on. Hopefully things will become clearer in the next couple days.

I love you all and thank you so much for the support through all the stupid crap I’ve posted. You’re all so wonderful <3

Today!

Woke up late AGAIN. I suck so bad. If I wake up on time tomorrow I’ll be going on the elliptical for an hour, as long as my legs don’t die. And this weekend I am going to the zoo in Seattle and hopefully seeing one of my brothers for the first time since October. I also might get to see my cousin that I haven’t seen in YEARS and one cousins I’ve never met. Yay for family and friends!

Also, I told everyone in the house that I gave up junk food for lent so hopefully there will be less crap in this house. Today I had some hot cocoa and Spanish rice with chicken and one cracker and a buttload of coffee. Good day :)

ALSO, the guy I like said we should hangout sometime. Uhhh, YES PLEASE?

Man, everything is going great so far. Life is faaantastic!

I hope you’re all having just as fabulous of a week <3

Here are some awkward webcam shots of me. I hope they make you feel as awkward as I felt taking them. &lt;3

Here are some awkward webcam shots of me.

I hope they make you feel as awkward as I felt taking them.

<3

I love love LOVE Brittani for this season of ANTM. After she got the makeover I was all sorts of jealous. She looks ridiculously cute with this hair style.

I love love LOVE Brittani for this season of ANTM. After she got the makeover I was all sorts of jealous. She looks ridiculously cute with this hair style.

Pomegranate oolong tea and diet shasta. Awwww ya.

Pomegranate oolong tea and diet shasta. Awwww ya.

My foster dad is making me a salad with chicken. Hopefully he doesn’t put any cheese on it, usually he just puts the lettuce and chicken together and lets me do the rest.

My tummy is rumbling, but it isn’t bothersome or anything. I’ll be done for the day after this!

Any day under 400 calories is a good day <3